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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Christmas, 2007: Christmas & Gingerbread Houses With The Dickinsons

It has been awesome to have Christmas in our new home! Zana made sure the girls got to do all the things that we missed while we traveled the word the last 4 years. She is a great mom and wanted to make sure the girls had memories of our first Christmas in this house.
Both girls were in Christmas pageants and Jessie got a solo. The girls made gingerbread houses and helped cook our Christmas dinner. It was a great time and a Christmas we will remember for a long time. The Dickinson's came down for Noah's graduation from Teen Mania's Honor Academy and it was awesome to celebrate with friends who have prayed and supported us from the beginning.

Monday, November 12, 2007

November 12th, 2007: Trip to Baltimore & New England



Zana and I are in home town of Plymouth for my birthday as we finish up a professional road trip. I attended a week of training at the American Evaluation Association conference in Baltimore, while Zana represented Mercy Ships at a medical conference in Louisville, Kentucky. We were able to spend a night with our good friends, the Ranfts, from my former company Inktomi. I drove our truck with a trailer north to Plymouth and collected as much of our stuff as we could. We ended up looking like the Grinch's sleigh. Except getting caught in violent thunderstorm with tornadoes in Tennessee we made it back safe!
Cailin continues to WOW us as she learns to play the violin, we are so proud of her!!!!!

Sunday, September 2, 2007

September 2nd, 2007 Assessment Trip to Liberia and Sierra Leone

Hi Everyone,

It is Sunday night, the 2nd of September. It has been a busy week on Monday I visited another village where we have done some Community Health (CHE) work and some sanitation and well work. It is amazing to see the difference between villages where we have done just one type of work compared to where we have done the combination of CHE, Sanitation/Water and Birthing training. This one village had received all of the training and the English mid-wife (Elizabeth Hunter) had also built a birthing house consisting of one room with a bed, a birthing table and another small wash room for mothers to clean themselves up in. In this village over the last year they reported 12 children being born including twins. No deaths to children or mothers from labor nor children deaths to waterborne diseases. Praise God!!!!! What an impact we can have by simply providing some simple training and tools. This is the type of model I hope we can replicate over and over again. Unfortunately the birthing training can be politically charged depending on what country you are in. On Tuesday I was headed off on a grand adventure south of Monrovia, to Buchanan to meet with 25 major church leaders in the area, who had attended a pastoral conference on church unity in May. What was supposed to be a 2 1/2 hour ride took nearly 6 hours because of the terrible road conditions due to lack of maintenance and the effects of the rainy season. About half way to our destination we stopped for lunch and a bathroom break. The leader for this trip is Winston, a South African man in charge of Church Empowerment, who needed to use the bush bathroom(s). So here we are stopped at a random spot on this road, he picks a random bush to do his business in and he manages to find the local latrine by stepping into it with his dress shoes. I mean these things were covered and wreaked of nastiness. We paid some local boys to clean them in the river and when they brought them back we sprayed them with some air freshener. We all assumed this was a good omen and continued on our way. The trip itself was beautiful with bamboo and rubber tree forests on each side of the road. The bamboo went 40-60 ft up in the air and in some places formed these natural arches that seemed to welcome us to explore, but after Winston’s exciting "find" none of us were too keen to go exploring in the bush. I will definitely post some pictures on the web when I get back. We also saw some locals selling "grass cutters" on the road. These are basically a large beaver or groundhog. Now we have been teaching the locals to raise rabbits, but they just don’t like to eat them. But they just love these giant rodents, especially barbequed! I tried it myself and its not bad…..for a giant rat! Next month the Chinese government will be starting to build a new 4 lane road to Buchanan. The Chinese Ambassador convinced the Liberian President that Monrovia’s port is so bad and corrupt they were better off starting a new port to the South to ship the major resources out of. This was especially true since an iron ore company, Mattell is building a new facility in Buchanan and Firestone could ship there rubber from there once the road was done. To give you an ideal of how corrupt the Monrovian port is, they just replaced the 4th Port Commissioner in 3 years and each one has left their job with a better car and house than when they started their short term there.

Once we got to Buchanan we checked into the "Guest House" For Africa it was what you expected, small dingy well used bed with a mosquito net (with holes in it). We sprayed our rooms with raid and headed into town to introduce ourselves to the Superintendent, Mayor, and Police chief. You are required to do this or you will bring dishonor on to these people of authority. Basically you need permission to be in their city and you definitely need permission to do anything in the city. So we went to the President’s Buchanan residence and we sat in these gilded chairs while we waited. The expensive chairs and sofas are there for the president to entertain people with. In walked the Mayor, a heavy set local man wearing a British pit helmet much like a British officer from World War II might do. He introduced himself, took off his helmet off and cradled it in his arm just like I’d seen officers do in the movies. This hat was obviously the symbol of his authority and he was quite proud of it. He was very cordial and welcomed us, he informed us the Superintendent was
away and he was going to give us the "key to the city." He then stood up raised his hands and said "I give you the key to the city" and that was it. He told us by simply telling people this we could visit any of the culturally sensitive areas of town like the prison or famous leader’s graves. We all thanked him and headed out on our tour of the city. Every where we went police officers would come up to us and we would simply say we had the key to the city and they would simply wave us on. Buchanan is a beautiful small city, it is right on the ocean and it is CLEAN, well in comparison with Monrovia. The streets are made of cement with no potholes and the buildings are painted and for the most part have no trash piled up in front of them. It was easy to see why companies like Mattell and Firestone were willing to invest in this part of the country. We went down to the fish market area and we found ourselves transported to a different time. We were surrounded by fishing canoes and men fixing their nets, it could have easily been 1907 as 2007. One of our team decided he was going to be like apostle Peter and began to preach right their amongst the fishermen. It was awesome!! We just started yelling the message of the Gospel and these men laid down their tools and listened to us. Except for one man who mocked us all of the fishermen said they believed in Christ and prayed with us. I was so impressed that this young man with us had the courage to openly preach with out being asked nor worried about his reception from this crowd. He said he was moved by these men performing their timeless work and there was no way he was going to miss a chance to follow the apostle’s example. I’m not sure I would have had the courage to do that, but now after seeing the result I can’t wait for my next chance to spontaneously preach like that.
That evening we had a traditional meal consisting of some jalaf rice (good stuff) and some fried fish that was great. Now most of you know I love spicy foods, and there were a lot of pepper gravies to go with the food that ranged from hot to "Oh my God don’t let me die." They also served an African pea, which is actually a small egg plant and was one of the most bitter thing I’ve had so far. Not only was it bitter but it had an after taste that I assume would be much like licking an ash tray. It got dark as we ate and we adjourned to our rooms. Mine was at the very back of the house and I was up most the night because there were people outside my window talking most of the night. At one point a small hand of either a woman or child came through a window looking to see if it could reach anything. I turned on my flash light and whoever it was ran away. So I didn’t get much sleep till dawn but at that point I slept for 2 good hours.







The next morning saw the 25 pastors arrive on time, a great sign of their commitment to this program. We began our discussions on what they got out of the course and how they were beginning to work together. They all decided they needed a biblical library, all of their study books and concordances were lost in the war. They were asking who they needed to ask, when Vincent one of our team said that Mark Elliott was the man who would be the face of Mercy Ships for the next 10 years and that I would be the one to ask. Never has a man complicated my life so quickly! I quickly corrected him that I was not the "face of Mercy Ships" and that I was not committing to be here for 10 more years. But I would be glad to look into finding people who would be willing to donate books, if they were willing to work together and either buy or build a building to act as a study library, that all of them and their subordinate pastors could use. They assured me they would, and I informed them it would be good for me to see that when I return in a year to do the assessment for our return to Liberia. Needless to say I have already received multiple emails from these pastors thanking me and offering suggestions on how I can help them. Vincent is a dead man ;-) We enjoyed a thank you lunch that even had some of our local staff looking at a little hesitantly. There were several types of mystery fish and some I wasn’t sure how it was cooked but it appeared be only part done and the fish was still a little slimy. I wasn’t even sure what part of the fish it was, the only thing recognizable was some boiled plantain and yam root (the stuff that fufu is made from) Ship food was starting to look really really really good. Our trip back was uneventful and we shared each others salvation stories and what led us into missions. That vehicle contained 5 people, a Zimbabwian, South African, Sierra Leonian, Canadian, and American. We all came from different backgrounds, economic status and denominations but yet God was able to take what we had in common, a love for the Lord and His children. He brought us together wove our lives, skills, and giftings around each other to make this wonderful tool for His purpose. When you stand in that moment recognizing that you are part of the Master’s much bigger work, it takes your breath away and you realize that you are a piece of the Master’s plan. It is a truly humbling moment.





On Thursday I was notified that my luggage was on the way from Nigeria. Now you may ask why Nigeria, but then again you could ask why it had visited Ivory Coast and Senegal as well. My luggage was definitely well traveled! The funny thing was each tag had "RUSH" on it starting 2 days after I left the states till 2 weeks later. When I finally got it I found my laptop and a pair of shoes had been stolen. The funny thing was that the air line worker was trying to convince me that the crooked Nigerians must have stolen it, I mean no Liberian would ever steal something from my luggage……….yeah right. I just had to laugh as he said it. I’m told SN Brussels may offer me $50 for my loss, welcome to traveling in Africa. The only reason I had the pc in my luggage was that I was already carrying 2 new laptops for our land base and ship in my carry-on. Oh well in the big picture it’s a small thing. At least I have some underwear…it was getting a little difficult to wash and dry my one pair every night.

Saturday saw me back at the orphanage. This time a German film crew came out with us to document what Mercy Ship’s families have been able to do for these 53 children over the last 3 years. The transformation that you have helped to make is amazing; each child is not only doing well but has a future thanks to your gifts to us that we have in turn used on this orphanage. I will be updating the web site when I get back so you can see the difference you have made in these kids lives. The film crew wanted me to lay tiles with our trained boys to show that we help on these projects. Needless to say the guy laying tile had to redo my tiles after the filming was done, I hate to think I was documented laying such uneven tile. You get what you pay for I guess with us old white guys. J Sunday saw me staying with our missionary friends the Gallingers. I had 53 of their movies in my luggage and they were celebrating their safe return with my luggage. They are awesome people when you think they have been here 11 years it blows my mind. They make the rest of us look like amateurs.








Well its bed time; tomorrow starts a week of dozens of meeting with other NGO’s. Please continue to pray for me, I will be flying into Sierra Leone the day after their election and it has been a little violent lately, 20 people were beaten and stabbed on Saturday. So I need to be reviewing my travel plans daily to make sure I’m playing it safe and not "challenging the Lord, my God" with any foolishness.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

August 26th, 2007: Liberia & Sierra Leone Assessment Trip Week-1










It is Sunday night, the 26th of August, and I have been in country 9 days now. I arrived last Friday to find that my luggage is on some around the world tour and I may never see it again. I have been living off of 1 pair of pants, 1 pair of underwear, 1 pair of socks 1 casual shirt. Since the average African waist is around a 28 inch, my chance to find some alternate clothing has been hopeless. The Gallingers, our missionary friends here, are in mourning because I had 53 movies they had just bought and sent to us for delivery in my bag. I had another family’s new shoes for all their children in my bag as well so this lost baggage is hurting more than just me.

The day I arrived, our good friends the Osborne’s picked me up at the airport. It was weird to travel for over 90 minutes and see that little has changed over the last 14 months. No water or power for a majority of the city only the small area around the capital building has power. The roads are horrible with large stretches of road that even our Land Rovers had trouble negotiating. The only thing that appeared improved was the National Stadium which had been repainted by the Chinese government. When I arrived on the dock a large contingent of port police ran towards me, I was a little nervous; these guys would normally barely move and if so it was like they were in slow motion. The running joke last year was that I could out run all of them. As they rushed me I began to wonder what I had just done, when all of a sudden they started chanting, "Big Belly, Big Belly Mark, Mark, Mark!" They all began hugging me and fighting to shake my hand and give me the traditional finger snap. They claimed to have missed me. They said I was very tough on them but I had trained them to do a better job and when it was hot or when they had no food I was the only one who would bring them food and drink. The Captain was on the dock and he looked and me and smiled, it was good to know that even though I was tough on these guys they had also seen the love of the Lord in me as well and they knew that I took care of them while we served together.

Within 10 minutes of my arriving on the dock, a body of a local man floated along side the ship. Captain Djurian looked at me, smiled and said, "I can’t help but think you have something to do with this, you been here 10 minutes and we already have a security issue. It seems he believes that excitement and adventure follows me where ever I go. Maybe he’s right. God has definitely blessed me with great adventures since my family gave up everything and chose to serve him in the mission field. As I boarded one of my former Ghurka guards, Lum, who is back as the lead Ghurka had his men stand to attention and salute me. He told them I was the finest man he ever served under and that I should be shown the respect of a senior officer. I was so humbled by this gesture I started to get teary eyed, I saluted and then shook each of their hands and thanked them for keeping the crew safe. They all seemed to appreciate that someone was recognizing their efforts; the crew should do it more often, we lost a Ghurka to malaria last year. Their sacrifice to serve with us, instead of serving on a nice cruise ship is just as noble of a gesture and it gives us a chance to share the Gospel with words and actions to show them who Jesus is. I have been buried in a whirlwind of meetings as I try to collect information from other world class NGO’s on how they measure their program’s successes and failures here in country that is really a 4th world nation striving to be a 3rd world nation.

I will be meeting with the Minister of Finance and Health this Thursday in their offices. In our first meeting they got the impression that I am some SUPER-GEEK who can solve their IT and healthcare training problems. Mind you they have no reliable or clean power for the computers and satellites. The newest computers they have are Pentium II’s that we gave them off our old ship. They want me to help spear head a Telemedicine initiative to use satellite communication to allow U.S. doctors to help train their new healthcare workers, they have few medical teachers here and most have not had any refresher training in the last 15 years. Dr Glenn Strauss, the V.P. of programs and I have had many meetings with managers and staff concerning this new shift to bring more accountability and professionalism to our programs and how we select and evaluate them. I have managed to visit several villages out in the bush that we have done projects for in the past to evaluate them and see if they are still using what we gave them. On Tuesday I will be traveling to the southern part of the country to evaluate some work we have done in Buchanan area. PLEASE PRAY for me and my team as this is the rainy season and the roads have been terrible. We have had 2 crew members hurt when their vehicles have rolled down some muddy embankments here in the Monrovia area. The roads to Buchanan are much worse, we are projecting the normally 2 hour trip will take 4-5 hours.

I have managed to visit our orphanage 3 times this last week. It has been awesome to see what the boys have built since I’ve been away and all the kids look healthy and well clothed. Each time I have brought dozens of loaves of bread with me to give the kids some carbohydrates. The rainy season has been long and hard and the orphanage has had trouble with their rice getting moldy and ruined. I want to thank all of you who have helped fund us and this orphanage over the last 3 years. The change in these children’s lives is immeasurable. They go to sleep each night in a dry bed, not a muddy floor. They have roofs over their heads during the rainy season that don’t leak. Their quarters have mosquito netting to help reduce the risk of malaria. They have water that won’t kill them and they are going to school and learning so that they might have a future other than street orphan, prostitute or criminal rogue. In this first week I have managed to get the 5 boys who we sent to masonry training and are now too old to live at the orphanage a place to live and a paying job with a ministry who is building 200 homes for war widows near the airport. So they can still come visit their brothers and sisters at the orphanage. A job is a HUGE thing here and the fact that God has granted this boon to these boys is simply a miracle! I’m just glad I had a small part to play in it because it really brings to fruition what Zana and I feel is our calling here; to not only to provide safe orphanages but to provide a future for those children that turn 18 and must leave the safety we have created for them and enter the often cruel, uncaring and dangerous world that is Liberia.

On Friday we lost a VVF patient to a blood infection that she had when she came on board. Unfortunately we didn’t know she had it and after the surgery she went into septic shock. Please pray for her family and our crew. Everyone is taking this news to heart, it is always difficult to loose someone when we have all come here to help. On Sunday I got to preach at the orphanage and to be honest it was one of the weirdest preaching I have ever done. As I began my sermon the skies opened up with a torrential rain that lasted till long past church was done. The beating of that rain on the tin roof was so loud that I was screaming at the kids so they could hear me. I recorded the audio of it hoping to capture some of the praise songs the orphans were singing to put on the website. Hopefully I will get to put a small bit of audio so you can hear me trying and failing to out shout the rain. Our friends the Osborne’s and Cook’s came to hear me preach as well as Lloyd Lambert, the man who will hire those 5 boys to do masonry work. Tomorrow I head to the airport to see if my luggage might be there and also meet with the US Embassy’s security detail to get their view on the rampant armed crime that has started to explode here. Just last Wednesday our good friends at Monrovian Christian Fellowship were broken into and had their staff roughed up by 4-5 armed intruders. One of these criminals was so strong he reached up to the top of the locked Nissan pathfinder’s door and bent the top of the door enough that he could reach his hand in and unlock the door. The criminal have finally figured out that it is only the missionaries and expats here who have anything worth stealing. Please pray for all the missionaries here that are in danger each night of being a victim to this crime wave. Well I got to go get some sleep tomorrow starts another busy week. Thank you for being a part of this we couldn’t do it without you. There are sometimes in your life where words are not enough. The words are poor shadows of the feelings you need to express, this is one of those times. Thank you for believing in what we as a family are trying to do, we could not do this with out your prayers and support. We will always be in your debt for allowing us to make a difference here in West Africa. May God bless you and honor all of that you place on His alter.

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

August 1st, 2007: Zana's View on Where God Has Us


Hi, this is Zana


This morning in church the message was about being comfortable, this is something that Mark and I talk about often. One of my fears is getting to comfortable because I know that the Lord will continue to call us to come and go to serve the world for him. It has been interesting to watch how the Lord keeps bringing us through changing times and my faith just continues to grow stronger. My faith is really made the strongest by Mark’s unwavering knowledge that this is where the Lord has called us. I look back at where we came from, the nurse practitioner and IT executive who had everything (house, cars, money), to having our taxable income 1/20th what it was 5 years ago, but the Lord still provides all that we need. The girls are happy; our marriage is great, better than ever. We have enjoyed this journey together. I am happy and I love where the Lord has placed us and can’t wait to see where we go next.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

July 31st, 2007: A New Role at Mercy Ships, Mark & Cailin's Medical Problems

Big news below: Mark is having shoulder surgery tomorrow!

Hey Ya’All ,

Maybe I have been in Texas to long ;-)

As Zana has told most of you, I have been offered and accepted a new role here at Mercy Ships. I will be in charge of building a programs assessment team, where we will attempt to better serve the people and countries we visit. We have to recognize what our core strengths are and use them and our donated funds wisely to better deliver God’s love for these people. I can’t tell you how excited I am that God is going to use me this way.

Once again I am so surprised how God is using pieces of my skills in ways I never thought of! Now I will be using my mathematics degree, my realistic perception of African people and governments and the ability to act as a liaison to other Non Governmental Agencies (NGO’s) and the UN Military (UNMIL) that I developed as a security officer and the networking skills I developed as an IT Sales Engineer. I thank Jesus every day for the opportunity and honor it is to serve him by serving His poorest people. I’m reminded of the lyrics of the Saleh’s song, “You Raise Me Up”

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountainsYou raise me up, to walk on stormy seasI am strong, when I am on your shouldersYou raise me up—to more than I can be

As the Ship Security Officer, I had to turn away 50+ people a day who were desperate for our surgeries and services, because we were booked to capacity. I pray God will empower me so that future Security Officers won’t have to look people in the eyes and offer only prayer as they leave devastated to know that they wouldn’t be operated on by a doctor that day. It was the hardest thing I ever had to do. People would plead with me and throw themselves at my feet wailing to just let them have a chance to heal themselves or their children. Each day I would console them, offer my prayers and then escort them off the dock. As I walked them out I would remind them of our loving God and that there is always hope. On my way back to the ship, I would struggle with my tears and I would pray that God would somehow allow us to serve these women and children. Now, I have a chance to do just that. Praise God for his faithfulness and his willingness to use a common man like me to make a difference in this ministry and in the lives of people in West Africa.

In the past Mercy Ships has always done projects on its own; whether that was surgeries, AIDS awareness, construction of orphanages, schools, and hospitals or church empowerment and pastor training. Going forward, we hope to team with other Christian NGO’s, who will have a longer presence than our 10 month stay in that country, so we can build facilities that other NGO’s will then fund and oversee after we have left. I have just started doing a report on the projects we have done over the last few years and not many are still up and running. The birthing clinic we built in Benin was abandoned and torn down a few months after we left. The goal is to make a lasting change (development over Aid). For medical this will mean to train more local physicians to perform the difficult procedures that we specialize in, VVF and MaxFacial. For our construction teams this will mean that any project we build will be partnered with another Christian NGO who will hopefully be run and funded for years to come.

As you are aware we have started to build a home here in Texas. The girls have said they want to return to Africa but they want a place to call home. They want to know that when things are rough in Africa they can have some place to look forward to coming home to. We are from New England, but we can not afford to keep a house there because the cost of living is so much higher there than Texas. How can we deny them this? God has laid such a caring heart for the orphans of Africa on these 2 girl’s hearts and they are willing to walk away from all the cool aspects of America to help them and be the hands and feet of Jesus. As parents we are truly blessed!!!!

I want to give everyone a medical update, Cailin has been doing much better with only occasional stomach problems. Thank you for all your prayers it has been a rough year for Cailin since our return. As for me I still have a massive hernia that our insurance won’t cover to fix, but it is something I can live with. My real problem has been my right shoulder. I dislocated it 4 months ago and I have yet to have a day without pain or a night of restful sleep. Thank God we found a doctor who ordered a special MRI and they found I have a broken bone spur sitting in my shoulder joint causing me all the pain. I’m scheduled to have surgery on August 1st (Tomorrow), two weeks before I head to Africa. So your prayers would be definitely appreciated that the surgery goes well and I heal quickly.


We are in definite need of your prayer for wisdom and finances this summer. My new position will have me leaving my family for 7 weeks in August as we begin to develop our assessment team in West Africa. This is an inconvenient time as we are building the house. This means that Zana has to once again shoulder the entire burden of caring for the girls on vacation and starting school, perform her job here at Mercy Ships and oversee the house. Zana has another ministry at Teen Mania where she provides medical care for several hundred teens in their discipleship program. I am truly blessed with a strong wife, but she will definitely need your prayers while I am away.

Our financial support has taken a major hit over the last 3 months where we have lost almost a third of our support. We are so thankful for what these supporters have blessed us with over the last 3 years and understand that changing circumstances makes it impossible for them to support us financially at this time. Our prayers are that God will honor all of your sacrifices and bless your families for your faithfulness in helping the poor and sick of the war torn West Africa through us. We are now praying that God will show us how to raise our support, especially now that we will incur the additional costs of me spending up to 3-4 months a year away from my family as I start this new position.

But even when life gets complicated and the world is banging on our door, we have to remember why we are here…we are here to serve first. So as we grapple with these issues and finances we ask for your prayers that we will see God’s will for us during these hectic times.

To add a little more on my plate the orphanages and schools we helped to build in Liberia and Ghana are asking us to continue to help with their projects and to network with other NGO’s to see if we can get them assistance. I am working with Living Water to get the orphanage in Kenya their water pump so that they don’t have to pay to haul water up to their site.

It seems at times that we are running on empty, but when we look at the condition of those we want to serve, how dare we complain. So tonight as we go to sleep, our family will long for the time when we will return to Africa. We can close our eyes and see the children’s bright smiles, unconditional love and their songs of praise as they dance before the Lord to thank Him for another day, another day where the bellies will not be empty, another day when the water they drink won’t kill them and another day where AIDS and malaria isn’t waiting to take them. Lets all pray that God gives them many more days, years and decades to sing and dance in praise to Him.
In His service and yours,
Mark

Sunday, March 18, 2007

March 18th, 2007: Lord I Need a Revelation


First of all I need to apologize for not updating for the last 6 months. There is no real excuse except that life gets busy and transitioning back to the real world from the ship has made time fly. I have also struggled with the existing IT leadership and that has been a big distraction hindering the work I know God has for me.

I continue to struggle with the IT department. A week ago I offered to resign from IT. The CIO declined my resignation and has asked me to give him a little longer to change people's attitudes. I told him that I think he over estimates the power of his British charm, but I would be willing to wait several months before I make my decision.

I am in need of your prayers!

Most of my life I have jumped out of bed every morning ready to take on the world. Lately I find myself dependent on the alarm clock to wake me. I know this is based on my frustrations. But I miss waking to the calling the Lord has laid on me; I don't want to wake to an alarm. Excuse the pun but the thought is ...well....ALARMING. I need to feel that hunger again, I want to thrive in His will not simply survive. Zana looked at me one day and said, "I don't like this mark, I want the man back that would attack every day as if it was his last chance to get the world for God." I agreed, I miss that man too. A wife can be such a great blessing! She simply confirmed in my heart what I already knew.

So now I pray and ask for your prayers as well.

My prayer is that if it is God's will that I stay here that He fill me once again with burning desire to not simply survive here but thrive. However, if it is His will for me Zana and I to bless another ministry that he gives us the wisdom to know the path He has for us. Unfortunately we have many options in front of us to serve the poor in Africa and Asia, we must find out what God would have us do and not simply what is the easiest or coolest opportunity.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

March 17th, 2007: End of the Spear

We finally got to watch the movie "End of the Spear", which came out while we were in country. The girls were fascinated by the story and its message that like Christ we are to give our lives for the poorest people not simply have it taken. The fact that the movie portrayed Jim Elliott as a little bit of a goof ball making monkey noises in a kitchen scene, made them think that Jim and I were a lot closer than name alone. There have been many times I have goofed with them by acting as an ape. I told them I only hope that I can have the strength of faith that those men and more importantly their wives had.

Saturday, March 3, 2007

March 3rd, 2007: Destination Imagination



We traveled to Dallas for Jessie to compete in a Destination Imagination competition. Its a competition where kids have to find solutions by thinking out of the box. Their challenge this year was drama emphasizing difference in cultures. Zana was the coach. They were able to place 5th out of 18 teams. Not bad for their very first time. I'm so proud of both of them! Cailin even got a medal for being their mascot.